Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Tension Relaxed !!

Just today I am feeling better because our final of the final examination is over. I don't have now any tension of college now. Today was the exam of Comprehensive where we are asked questions from three subjects ie. C++, Visual Basic and Oracle. It was tough coz we don't get enough time to study and we gave exams using our intuition.

From tomorrow I will be going to office and do the regular job. I really missed my blog site. I apologise for not updating more. Just now I got time and posted this blog.

Though I think it is the time for relaxation but it is wrong in the sense that more things and responsibilities is coming as the time passes. The question of the future and career is always eating my head. Though I am not weak to give up.

Friday, January 19, 2007

The Final of the Final Examination!

From 27 th of this month is going to be my final of the final examination of BScIT ( Bachelor of Science in Information Technology) ie. the final examination of the last semester. I am working at office till today. I have asked to Ranjan ji about my holiday and he allowed. I am staying till 30 th of this month at home. I don't know how could I do that because I have habit of staying out late.

Though I know I have prepared nice for sitting in the examination hall I have the courage to do it. Actually we don't know why we like to watch so many things in the TV while examination is near. Do wish me good luck for the coming up harder days. I should be really boring to sit and stay all the day at home and study. But this is my quest of life. Everyone should be able to do that not only me. I have heard in a TV show that the one and only friend of yours entire life is only YOU. If you pay respect, love, care to him/her then only you will get success. I felt whoever told that is absolutely right. If you learn to love yourself then only you could love others. Loving others means not only the girlfriend or boyfriend but also to the nation, family, friends, work, hobbies and finally to YOURSELF.

We have four papers to give in our every semester exam. This semester we have WML/XML, MIS, SQA and one is comprehensive paper which is the remix version of Oracle, C++ and VC++. Every paper is of 200 marks. All questions are of objective type. So there is some kind of benefit but have some kind of demerits too. This kind of technique of giving examination has degraded our writing skills. So this time college told us to give the hand written assignments which was tough.

It is so wired that less than 5% of what I have studied has only come to use during my work. It means that our study is completely theory based not practical. So college should focus more on practicals. Otherwise, this type of education only makes politicians not the professionals.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

Baby born without anus

A small baby who is kept in Kanti Children Hospital was born without anus. Hard to believe? But it is true. Doctors have made a temporary hole on his stomach to make passage of the stool outside form his body. This is very insane incident in this modern world where we might think that not a single person will get suffer from any kind of wired health problem. But that incident has once again challenged the modern technology. Whether the problem can be solved or not, there comes the question of money. Whatever you do and however you do money does matters in this so called material world. That is the place where the baby's relative lack for and they want help.

So many organization are helping to collect the donation for her operation. As my Lohorung committee too is collecting it. When I heard that news from my brother I was automatically insisted to do donation. I at once decided to donate. But I also decided to collect from my friends of my office. So I took the picture of the little baby at my office and asked my friends to do donation. They showed very positive attitude and helped as much as they can. I am really thankful and acknowledged to their help. Soon I collected some money. Though it was not a big amount I thought I did my best as I am not well in doing such things. That was really a very satisfaction to me. I thought I would do donation in future if I earn money a lot.

Though I don't know how she is now, I am inquiring about her with my brother. My family was surprised to see my behavior though I have donated my blood to one of my friends known people sometime ago. I don't know how I became interested in donation? Anyway, it is nice.

I really do pray to god with my inner feelings that she becomes all right soon. I wish whatever the situation comes she will be fine and well.


Thursday, January 04, 2007

The family murder incident

As we all family were watching the NTV news we heard a news that shocked us. It was the death attack of a family by their own worker. It said a group of attacker came to thier house and attacked violently to the family members. The family was subedi from eastern nepal. At once the wife and the husband died and the elder son severely injured. When they were going to attack the younger son, the injured elder son asked him to close the door where he was staying. Then only the little boy was able to be safe but he lost his family.

The elder son was soon rushed to hospital where he is getting treatment. We could see the room where they died full of blood. We thought a unknown family was died with very cruel way. But father soon realized something. He said that the family might be relative of our so called sister. The sister's house where we used to stay at Damak in rent. She married with Subedi cast. So the murdered family should have some link to the husband of her. Thinking that we tried to phone her that day but unable to get the line due to busy. It might be her calling to relatives we thought.
Just today she called my mom and told about that incident which was true to our imagination. It was relative of her. We are shocked again. What is happening to the security of our country? It is a big question. It was known that the attackers were from the Terai Region.

Pre-Final Exam Mess!

After the hard work of the report, assignments and project preparation again the exam comes. I haven't read a single day of any of the text books beside going to the class. So I was to be the worse nightmare to give exam in such situation. Though due to the pressure of cutting the marks if not attended in the exam I was ready to do whatever comes in my mind. It is easier because of the objective type questions. Though college has given some of the subjective type questions too because they thought our writing skills is degrading. Students feel really bored to give such subjective type questions coz they had already the habit of it when enrolling into this college.

And to make more worse the college told us to give assignments in hand written form not computer print. Due to the time constraints I was not able to write all the assignments myself, I handed to my sisters to do the tasks. I said I would pay for it. They were ready and helped me a lot. Within a short time I finished the assignments. After all the stuffs the exam is ready with its big mouth open to engulf me.

Though I copied the schedule of the exam, to be worse I lost it inside my bag. I searched a lot and all in vain. I called the college and wanted to know they were surprise to hear that I don't know the routine. How could I explain all the stuffs?

At last I went to the examination hall yesterday. It was very late about one hours. I thought I will do everything in one another hour time coz it was all objective type questions and I don't know much of them so how could I take more time? When I entered the room my one of the teacher told me I am not allowed to take exam because some students are already outside and there may be the chance of leaking the question papers. Though I hadn't met any of my friends I gave up and resigned to give the exam. Many other students also do the same but they won't get punished.

Just today also I saw a student coming to the room after one and half hour and he was allowed. Why only me? That was my question but I never asked to anyone coz they don't understand. Perhaps this blog will shout it out to explain all these things in detail.

After that I went outside and headed to my office. It was really early but what to do ? Going to the home takes much time and expenses are more. So I decided to go office and do surfing. As I was walking from Maitidevi to Kamaldi many things came to my mind about resigning the exam. It felt very odd that I have done something very punishable or criminal. I didn't know I was completely blank. I have felt such incident very rare in my life. That was really off and I can't explain in words how did I felt. It was like the situation after a huge earthquake. Nothing can be guessed what is going to be next. How many times I was telling myself that this is not a serious thing, my another mind conflicts and take me to that wired situation.

During the whole day of my office I remembered that and my day was like a blank. Whatever I did in the office was good but I couldn't forget it. After that I decided to wake up early in the morning and go to the exam hall fast. So I did as I thought and I gave today's exam well but not great. Whatever at last I am feeling recovered but don't know what the college will do to my exam bunk yesterday. Whatever may happen I pray to god that will result in good consequences. Finally I am back to my office writing this blog.